Thursday, January 10, 2013

Random Ramblings

It 1:30 on the a.m. and I should be in bed. 
But I'm not.
Obviously.
Surprise, surprise!

I'm just sitting here thinking about my life. Thinking about everything.
Everything and nothing all at the same time. 

Do you ever do that? Do you ever think so much that it feels like you're not thinking at all? Me too.

I've created this blog to just spew out random thoughts that pop into my head and in hopes that it might clear up some of the chaos going on inside this noggin of mine. Now trust me, it's not going to be anything profound or maybe even at points coherent but I'm going to try. Everyone has questions that they're trying to answer like: Who am I? What is my purpose? What does it all mean? Am I destined for a life filled with solitude and cats? Well I have those questions too. I by no means have it together. I laugh when I can't contain my joy. I smile when I'm happy but also when I'm hurt. I cry when I'm broken but also when I'm blessed.  I watch WAY too many proposal videos on YouTube. I can sing you just about any Disney song ever created and I love God with all my heart.

Basically I'm just your average girl trying to figure life out. I'm trying to figure out how to be a Godly woman. I'm trying to figure out how to love people and love them well. I'm trying to figure out how to be a good friend, sister, and daughter. I'm trying to figure out God's plan for me through the confusion and pain. 

I'm just trying to figure it all out through the madness.


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